09/08/2011 23:07
looking/feeling fat
im about to vomit everytime i get on the scale.
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- Name: yeahcassie
- City: Chesterfield
- Region: Michigan
- Country: United States
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My Weight Loss
| Height: | 172.7cm |
| Start weight: | 240.00lb |
| Current weight: | 231.80lb |
| Goal weight: | 155.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 8.20lb |
| Remaining: | 76.80lb |
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08/30/2011 22:16
seven away! from where i started...
im seven pounds away from where i started. i feel like crap. looking back on videos and pictures of me when i lost the weight... trying on shirts i wore then. its embaressing and such a weight on my shoulder to add to the weight in my stomach, thighs yadda yadda what everyone complains about. its gross.
but.. when i did loose all the weight, when i was around 170 .. it still didnt feel like enough like i didnt notice i lost the weight. people told me. i was happy and knew i lost weight but i know for a fact, i didnt appreciate it.
ps my lovely dr revealed to me the medication i take, adds weight =/
06/11/2011 19:02
day one
today is day one :)
dear self,
today you will start a new chapter. you deserve to be the best you, you can be! i encourage you to pay attention to what you put into your mouth and use the extrapoounds website and all its tools to the fullest to receive the results you have been day dreaming about for too long. good luck and ill see you tommarrow with the same positive attitude ;)
love always - you <3
06/06/2011 01:47
im bacck
unfortauntly im back. i was at 170 and so happy - but easy to find it was because i was taking drugs, xanax to be exact. all of 2010 i gained it all back. right now im fluctuating between 200 and 210 but my goal right now is 185, that would SUPER.
jobbie nooner is on the 24th, i look disgusting in a bathing suit :(
02/27/2009 15:28
go me!
welp it's a long way since i started
i've lost a ton of weight, and SO going to loose more.
only took me oh i dont know 10 years to figure out it takes TIME for you to loose weight. and it takes a lot of time, patience, and will power.
go me! =]
11/29/2007 15:59
Happy Birthday to meeee !!
Today is my birthday =) ya im 21 now. Last night when I turned 21, at midnight my Mom came upstairs and hugged me and I just started bawling. It's a scary thing growing up, I dont want to and I know I'm not ready for it =/
I'm sure things will be fine and of course life will go on... but thats the scary part. Today is a happy day - thats all that counts.
11/28/2007 16:59
la la la
First of all, wow thirty pounds?! The compliments are just never ending I'm not use to all of the positive attention, feels nice. Some have even said everything is just melting off of me - all I'm thinking is FINALLY!!!!
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on another subject I booted my site out so I do not own that anylonger. It's a shame as I liked owning a website, but things have changed dramatically since highschool let out etc and upkeeping a domain is just not happening. Any if all blog entries will be here I sappose.... sometimes I just need to get everything out in typeing form.
welp thats all. lost weight, my birthday is tomarrow!! 21, yikes!
09/04/2007 12:05
muber one looser
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
FUCKKKK. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
THAT PRETTY MUCH EXPLAINS THE ANGER IN HOW I TRY AND TRY TO ACHEIVE SOMETHING AND OF COURSE HARD WORK AND I GAINED BACK SOME OF WHAT I LOST. seven damn pounds. wayyyy to go cassie
07/27/2007 16:27
no more 200
For so long I was stuck at 220, then 215 then 210, 205, 200-201. Finnnnally I hit 199. Even though its no my target weight, it still ment so much to me to even be back in the "one hundred" range. Lowest I seen on the scale so far was 193.8 which is love. My goal for next month is 89-85 and 80 would be amaaaazing. wanna get anywhere in the 180's.
The way I have been loosing weight isn't that great. I eat less, but before I was eating too much. So now its just 2-3 meals a day. (unless i pig out which does happen on occasions, mostly at night under the influence) I have hypoglycemia (idk how to spell that) and i need sugar - but ive noticed that i do eat and i cant look down or i get really dizy n things get fuzzy. its hard to concentrate n i have to breathe more sufficiently. I like that im loosing weight, and i dont think im not doing it in a non-healthy way. (somewhat) if i only eat once in a day thats bad. in a sence i almost brag about the fact that i dont eat.
lately my boyfriend has been becomming more and more concerned about the fact that i dont eat so much now. i feel terrible that i lie to him on how much i eat. its just that he comes down on me so hard and its not annoying but i dont like disappointing him or getting him all upset about something that isnt that huge of a deal. yeah i lie n say i ate two times earlier than the time i did eat.
yesturday was one sub and pop, finished some salad at his house, and got ice cream at dairy queen. it sounds bad but my body doesnt want so much food now that i have "shrunk" my stomach to a normal size. two hotdogs sound amaxing in my head but then they are in front of me and im trying to eat it and the look and taste is sickening to me.
idk thers no point in going over this. no one will read this and if they do im just going to get "oh you need to eat healthy, listen to your boyfriend" i guess maybe it is bad and i dont want to hear it. but my life doesnt revolve around food like it use too. and i just dont want food if im not hungry. you know?
bagle with cream cheese and a diet coke and water all day and its 4:30, its bad yeah but i work 9-2:30 at my one job, then 3-6 at the next. the comute is 30 mins, no time to stop, no room to eat cause i dont get paid lunch - and no money to buy cause my money goes to college. i get off at 6, imma get home and just let loose cause its friday thank GOD, shower and then some scaloped potatoes and ham from last night. (didnt get any cause i ... didnt want any) but i hope there is some left and no one ate it all.
04/24/2007 16:06
206
I have been doing great. I know its been a week, but 206.5 from 208 ... its progression. Before I was just not eating, now im eating what I want. Key: I stopped eating when I wasn't hungry. Doh! What an ass I am, seriously. I don't understand how I let myself do stupid shit ... but it makes sence, I eat when I'm bored and bored and bored and sad.
Last night at work I was drinking a pepsi from home, and as I was drinking it I was thinking wow I haven't had pepsi in a long time. Lately my parents haven't bought soda in a while, no idea why so I wasn't able to drink any. I drank juice, kool-aid, & water. So cutting back on soda alone, I am sure made the most impact.
oh well ... two oh sixxxxxx