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just keeping track of what i do, venting, and blogging

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  • Name: xxstefaniexx
  • City: Paterson
  • Region: New Jersey
  • Country: United States

My Weight Loss

Height: 157.5cm
Start weight: 275.00lb
Current weight: 263.00lb
Goal weight: 150.00lb
Lost to date: 12.00lb
Remaining: 113.00lb

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3/7/12

went to the gym today, had a better workout today than ive gotten in a while, i weighed myself and was happy to find that even though i havent been going to the gym as often as i would like, ive lost around 8lbs since my last weigh in, it isnt a whole lot, but its progress, no matter how small! im not looking forward to the losing an hour of sleep tonight, but prom is coming fast and i want to make it to the gym as often as i can and shed as much weight as i can by prom! well thats all for now!

giants won 2/5/12

so i havent been to the gym since my last post that stated i went to the gym, i feel like a lard ass for not working out, ick. i feel so gross since i havent worked out in the past 3 or 4 days. getting back on my regular schedule gym tomorrow 5-7 showering there, going for coffee, then school. going to weigh myself tomorrow i probably put those 4 lbs back on and then some between my aunts birthday and super bowl ugh i feel disgusting! cant wait to get back to working out. on the bright side i relearned the prayer my grandmother used to say with me before i went to bed when i was little, i miss her a lot, she was more like a mother to me than anything, this august will be 7 years since she passed. anyways, until tomorrow everyone<3

2/3/12: period problems

so i skipped my morning gym routine yesterday and today, i have the worst cramps, and i know exercise is supposed to help, but it hurts to move so i didnt even go to school, i missed 2 midterm exams im gonna have to make those up probably monday ill stay after school or something to get my science exam out of the way and ill skip my lunch period throughout the week to do my sculpture exam and pack something so i can eat in one of my classes (all my teachers are pretty chill so they dont care if we eat). on the bright side of all this i havent given in to my unhealthy cravings like chocolate which i really would love right about now. haha it was to the point my moms boyfriend even knew when i had my period chocolate was the way to go haha. he would bring me chocolate and a teddy bear whenever i was on my period and i was visiting, i miss him he was the only one of my moms boyfriends i actually liked, he was a good guy, unlike all the others. and its an extra plus that i havent turned to chocolate after the argument i got into with my aunt she made me cry so ive been upset for 2 days now, but that might just be my hormones fucking with me lol. anyways, just felt like updating since i didnt yesterday, hopefully tomorrow ill be feeling good enough to go back to the gym :) <3

2/1/12: -4

so i did my normal gym routine this morning, felt great up until around 1040. i have a bad knee, but my doctor told me it was "growing pains" (keep in mind i havent grown since i was in middle school) he told me that about a year ago, this has been a problem for about 2 years now. well long story short my knee popped again around 1040 and since then my knee has been hurting, so i might have to call off my morning work out tomorrow, which is extremely upsetting. im going to wrap it up and take an ibuprofen and see how it feels tomorrow morning and if the pain is gone, im going to work out, just not as hard as to avoid further injury. on the brighter side of the day im down 4 lbs. after today i will be doing weigh ins on saturdays. so my next update wont show significant progress if any at all. until tomorrow<3

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its 1130 at night, im about to get into bed. i have to be up at 4 so i can eat breakfast and hit the gym before school. i have midterms tomorrow (again) which kinda blows. ill update some time tomorrow, good night<3

ok so...

my name is Stefanie and i need to lose weight. i currently weigh 275, which is absolutely ridiculous. my boobs and my butt add a lot of weight to me, but im a big girl. i just thought this would be a great way to track my accomplishments and goals. i want to lose 100 lbs by this time next year, which i dont think is unreasonable, it would be an average loss of about 2 lbs a week. the only down side to this is ive never been thin, ive always been big, so im not sure how ill look once ive lost weight. and i fear for my boobs and my butt i know as i lose weight they will shrink and im quite fond of my boobs and my butt, so heres to swallowing fears and putting down the cake so to speak haha.

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