You want to know what I HATE??
I hate when ever Anyone knows I am on a diet and losing weight.. they all come to me the minute they lose a pound..for no apparent reason.
I mean come on now, I am making a life change here and dedicating every minute to fight the struggles of wanting to eat SOOOO many things in large abundances.. i mean seriously people, this is an issue for me and truly an eating disorder that i have fought with for my whole life.. I feel guilty after i eat.
So back to the point.. my dad will call me out of nowhere and be like "Yeah me and shari are watching what we r eating, I lost about 10 lbs"
then you hear nothing for about 3 months while your STILL on your diet and you know they havent stuck to theirs and gained 15 lbs back...
I mean i dont know if i am making sense here.. but i dont want to hear about your accidental Non dedicated weight loss.. Dont make my hardship look easy.. please!!
So I have a friend who has also battled with her weight for years.. thing is, i never knew what it was to be skinny, i think i have been 200 for as long as i can honestly remember.. i was always a chubby kid-teenager-girl-woman.. but she KNEW what it was to be 120lbs in highschool.. ok maybe 140 but now at about 300 lbs.. i could not imagine what is going through her mind.. I mean Dont you want to be what your body has a potential of being? I could only wish i knew what it was like to live in a 160lb body for a few years..
So i have watched her diet here and ther.. i think the most she has ever lost is about 30 lbs and she always gains it back..
How come no one ever calls me and says.. yeah I gained about 20 lbs since i last saw you.. sure wish i had the dedication you have katie... lol yeah right!!!
I am really dreading and looking forward to my weigh in tomorrow morning.. please please PLEASE let me see a new Lower number tomorrow.. no whammies No Whammies!!!
Well regardless I am not giving up.. I mean with something so simple as adjusting what you are eating.. and Not having to work out (yet) and you lose weight.. Why Would i give up? and why arent more people doing it?