07/04/2009 17:27
Working Mommas: My Bullet-Proof Vest
I'm back after a month of recluse. Dealing with the menstrual issue took a toll on my body. I am wondering how this month will be.... I am officially off Yaz and not on anything at this time. It would be best to have my system rest.
Anyway, I finally posted a pic. As you can see, I am wearing a vest - my friends and family HATE it when I wear a vest because I wear it everyday. It's my bullet proof-vest - makes me feel 'safe' and hides all off my bulges. It's frayed at the edges, yet I persisted to wear it to most everyday outings and casual family gatherings. My friends are sick and tired of it!
My vest has been my blankie for a few years, and I've decided to stop hiding behind it. Yes - I will give it up as part of my wardrobe staple so that I can deal with my weight issue. As expected, I am hesitant. First, I put it in the back of my closet and swore to myself that I would never use it again. But during a wardrobe 'emergency' - I pulled it out from the back of the closet and put it on some ill-fitting clothes. eeks.
So now, to no avail, I have put it in the donation pile, which I will drop off this week. Bye bye vest - you have served your purpose. With some sense of relief, I will finally let you go. I am sure my friends and family will also be relieved to NEVER see it again!