Missing...sorry
So sorry I've been missing for ages. First I went on holiday for a week then last Tuesday night I was taken ill and spent 6 days in hospital. It turns out that I have gallstones and the gallbladder had become very infected. So I spent days hooked up to some very strong IV antibiotics. I got our of hospital Monday and am on a cocktail of painkillers to help until I get a date to have the gallbladder removed. The upshot of this all is that from now I HAVE to follow a very low fast diet unless I want to spend the next few months in agony and throwing up. I do not want that. If anyone reading this has had a bad gallstone attack yoo'll know what I mean. I've had a natural labour followed by a c-section and that doesn't even come close to describing the pain I was in the other night. Even worse than that was the 6 days I couldn't spend with my son. I don't want that. I don't want William knowing mummy was in and out of hospital because she couldn't be bothered to eat healthy. I don't want my bad diet to affect william, I don't want him to be a fat child or to cause him health problems in later life. I won't do it to me, I won't do it to him.
The only plus side? I was nil by mouth for 2 days followed by starting a very low fat diet straight away. Since last Tuesday I have gone down to 19st 8lbs. A nice to start to weightloss seeing as I had gone up to 20st 4lbs after my holiday.