ssoooo hungry

so i decided to try and cut out 1 point this week

1 stinking little point and i'm starving   

i'd eat my shirt but i don't know how many points its worth  lol

i thought i would cut out the point because when ( notice i said when and not if  ) i loose another 5 pounds i drop down a points catagory

i though it would be easier to go from 32 points to 31 instead of going 33 to 31  but i have to admit i'm having a hard time going from 33 to 32 points

i keep trying to assure myself that it will get easier but i'm hungry days aren't bad but nights are aweful

and i'm not just bored my tummy is actual hurting i'm hungry

i had some crackers, carrots and dip at like 8:00 and it's 9:10 and i am ready to eat again

gggrrrr

it's going to be a long night

blah

ok so after having a great weigh in yesterday

i made it all the way until the afternoon until i tried to sabatage all my hard work

i ate a lot of crap

i mean alot

ok

the whole idea behind this blog is to own up to what i am doing and stare it in the face

so here goes

i ate...

weight watchers cereal  2 points

.5 cup 1 % milk     1 point

apple  1 point

melba rounds two servings   2 points

2 fat free chocolate puddings    4 points

a mint cadbury thins bar   2 points

2 servings of light pringles     6 points

a can of fat reduced cream of mushroom soup   5 points

2 servings of premium plus crackers   4 points

10 baby carrots   0 points

4 cucumber slices  0 points

4 celery sticks  0 points

veggie dip seasoning  0 points

2 tbsp. sour cream  2 points

for a total of 29 points

i am allowed to have up to 33 points but i guess what i am most ashamed of is my lack of self control

i couldn't be happy with A pudding or A serving of chips i had 2!! of each!! and a chocolate bar 

i'm a little nervous because of course i still have all of these things  in the house but i am hoping to use a little more self contol today (in all honesty if i ate all the same stuff but managed to get away with one serving of each i would be so happy)

i guess i am most frustrated because that was a whole lot of points tied up in some really really lousy food choices

apparently i am not ready  to have temptation in the house yet

fantastic friday!!!

well i just got weighed and.....

254!!!!

6 pounds

i actually got weighed twice and i counts the little lines both times just not believeing my eyes

although when i think about it it's kind of typical of how my body handles these "life changes"

no losses or sometimes even a gain the first week

and a pretty good turn out the second week

so there we have it nothing last week and 6 pounds this week

phew

on to next week although i guess since it starts today it is this week  lol

for everyone else weighing in in the next couple of days   good luck

and for those of us starting a new week

lets go for it!!!!

hhmmm

ok

now that i look at my graph i feel kind of weird (like i'm lying i don't have only 13 pounds remaining except for on my mini goal not in the grand scheme of things you know??)

is there anyway for me to set up so my graph shows my over all weight loss goal

to go from 260 down to 160

but use my tracker for mimi goals

like 260 down to 247

i can't figure out how to do it

but to set my tracker to 100 pound goal is kinda well...

bloody overwhelming  lol

any ideas or suggestions???

wonderful wednesday

so it's 6:00 and i have consumed 26 points but i plan on consuming a few more ;)

i'm still pretty hungry but at least i know i will stay on points today

and i went for a walk (it wasn't a great one but it was still a walk)

and i took my viatmin

and i drank two litres of water

and....

hmm

no that's all the back patting i get tonight

that's all the good i did today  lol

well i'm going to see how everyone else's day went

hope everyone had a great day

and here is to a terrific thursday!!

to close tuesday

phew i made it thru tuesday bit just

i had a great morning

a had a bagel with light cream cheese and an extra large coffee with two cream anad two sweetners (about 10 points) love my timmies

and did some scrapbooking for the rest of the day

we decided to do burger king drive thru for dinner

i thought no sweat i did my research i know what i am doing

place everyone's order get to mine

a tendergrill sandwich, side salad (instead of fries) with low fat ranch dressing and a diet coke

grinned the whole way home.

i love burger king more than chocolate (and i love the chocolate) so for me to not order a whopper and fries is huge i didn't think i would actually order the tendergrill and suprised myself when the words came rolling off my tongue and even more suprised realizing that that was what i really wanted.

i get all the way home only ot realize that i got a tendercrisp sandwich not a  tendergrill

matthew offered to take it back and i said no i was  mad and frustrated after all that planning and being so proud i ordered the wrong fackin sandwich   

so i ate the bloody thing

do you know how many points that bloody sanwich was worth??!!!

are you ready for this???

22

22 precious points on one stupid sandwich that wasn't even what i wanted (believe me if i had of ordered what i wanted it would have been a whopper)

and to top it all off my side salad was a bowl of lettuce with two baby carrots and  a slice of tomato cut in half.

i hate tomato so i tossed those and rachel scammed one of my baby carrots so i was left with a bowl of lettuce a baby carrot and a pack of dressing that was worth two points

bloody hell

i ate the damn thing

lettuce is a veggie right???

i can't believe they call that a side salad i wasn't expecting anything super duper but is it to much to ask for maybe a little cucumber?? a little celery???

aparently it is

sigh

so i used 34 points (i am only suppose to have 33)

and i was to sore from last nights walk to walk tonight

i am miserable and am having huge guilt 

hopefully tomorrow will be better

i am for sure going for a walk so hopefully that will help turn things around

friday is coming up fast and i need to see results this week i don't think i can take another week of no progress

i still have two days to pull a miracle out of my hat

it can still happen

right???

mondays over

so monday is pretty much over andi got thru it mostly intact

i actually stayed on points

(go wendy go)

drank two litres of water

took my vitamin

squeezed in an apple and a half a cup of corn (i suck at fruits and veggies)

and i went for a 50 minute walk i have no idea how far i went i will have to try and figure that out tomorrow but it was 50 minutes!!

all and all monday was a success

come on tuesday i'm ready for ya  

monday monday so good to me ....

ok it hasen't been good to me.... yet

but i figure if i start off thinking it is going to be a good day it can't go bad can it???  (feel free to lie to me here)

so far i'm right on track with my points  lol ok ok you all know me better than that truth is it's only 9:30 and my butt has only been out of bed for all of about 30 minutes  but so far so good.

i was hoping to go for a walk while rachel was at pre school but she is not well so i may have to keep her home. plus it is ugly out there today not raining yet but it sure looks like it will

i swear if she goes to preschool and it's not raining i will be walking

i am hoping for a good eating day today (is it just me or do i say this everyday??) i really neeed to be able to pull up my socks (once i get them on) i need to prove to myself that i can do this

i start off with the best of intentions but somewhere along the day....

well things go teribbly wrong  lol

so today i think i will start entering my food in the food log (hopefully it doesn't take me all day to figure out how to use it lol)

 here is hoping we all have a great monday

it's a brand new week so lets make it a good one 

inspiration

well i found some inspiration and lots of it

i managed to add a few friends to my list

now all i have to do is be able to figure out how to use my friends list to check in on them and i am set  lol

(and it only took me all morning to do  lol)

hope everyone is enjoying there sunday and ready for a new week 

not bad but not great

well i am doing good with my water

i am doing ok with my vitamins

i am hitting my thyroid medication well... sometimes

and my eating well..... not so good but better than usual

today i am surfin around looking for blogs of insperation

i'm trying to figure out why i can add some to my friends list and not  others and with as computer thick as i  am that will keep me busy all ay  lol at least if i am stressed out and frustrated on here i am not burying myself in the pantry  lol