ummm hhmmm
sheesh its been forever since ive been here and i think you all know why
its so much easier to be in denial when you avoid the issue
ive managed to gain another pound and officially weigh what i weighed when i gave birth to rachel in 2003 so very sad
i can not understand why i can not just put the effort forth to do this
three of my dearest friends are winning there weight losss battles and instead of it incouraging me i will sometimes feel jealous or envious of their success i know they deserve it tehy are all working very hard to reach their goals
it has been so long since i have been here i cant figure out how to view my friends blogs or even my own for that matter my weight loss page says i have lost 24 pounds when i have actually GAINED it and i cant figure out how to fix it
sigh



