12/30/2009 14:42
So I fell off the wagon.....
Ok, so I haven't posted in a while. Neither have I dieted. I've gained back 10 lbs and feel terrible. The good thing is I haven't gained back all the weight. And with that in mind, I'm starting a new year. I hope to get back on phenermine in the next few weeks but until then, it's time to start paying attention. Food log, watch out, here I come!
My mother-in-law gave us a Wii for Christmas, so hopefully that will get me off my butt. So far we are really liking the bowling. I plan on trying the boxing this weekend.
I'm just so tired of being fat! It really is demoralizing. Nothing looks good on and EVERYTHING looks worse off! I so much want to be sexy again but absolutely hate my body. WIth all the miracles of modern science and medicine, why can't we have body fat donors? Just think of all the folks with eating disorders I could help!