Okay, Okay, Okay....I know it has been way too long since I have posted....but hey....shit happens.  Last year went way way WAY too fast....damn it is 2008....I am suppose to be thin.  What happened?   Wasn't I here last year? Wasn't I here every year?  Oh givmeabreak....I am fat.  I will always be that fat little girl trying to gain acceptance whether I am 287 or 137....It won't matter....she will always be there....lurking in the shadows. So.....

Once again....I am starting the new year over 200 pounds and desperately trying to find my way to onederland.  I want this year to be the year.  I am starting to get tired of fighting.  That is not good!  One good thing I am not starting the new year out heavier than I was last year....that IS GOOD! 

And so I move on...............................