STRESSED OUT

Ok girls excuse me while I vent.

(non weight related, but could be if i don't get it out of my system)

Finals are this coming up week and Saturday I have to take the Praxis II, which is the test I have to pass before I can do my student teaching...The test cost me $150  to take this time, because of this stupid fee tey tack on for first time takers. Next time it will only cost me $80 ( that is if I don't pass)

Which brings me to my next issue. I am flat broke now! And am about to be out of a job.  Because of the classes I have to take over the summer I am having to find another job that will work around my crazy class schedule. And All the extra money I would make over the next 3 weeks while I am working here is spent already because I have to foot my tuition bill for the summer...which is close to $1250! Yikes

Then today I find out that this girl has been talking about me behind my back and basically hates me, but to my face she is civil(good friend of mine told me, he used to work with her). However probably only because Tim is around (she has had a crush on him for years, he wouldn't touch her with a ten foot pole).  Now I am not the jealous possive type, i don't care if you hug Tim or say that he is good looking around me....whatever. But she tries the flirt and hang all over him all the time. The other day she told him he was hot with me standing right beside him, then proceeded to Eye F*ck the piss out of him and when she left she gave him this big huge hug, but didn't even awknowledge me. I have a problem with that.

Tim is a nice guy. Too nice for his own good. I told him about her talking about me and he said that he will not allow her to touch him period anymore since now I have a huge problem with her and that. He feels uncomfortable just ignoring her ( he has know her so long, and he isn't the type that carries a grudge), but said he will not make an effort to speak to her unless she speaks to him and then it will really only be a "hey, how are you?" deal.  (see too nice, I have no problem ignoring her existance completly)

This is such a bunch of BS HS Drama....I hate it...why can't people just keep their mouths shut? I barely ever see this person, so why does she have to open her mouth about me? UGH I AM NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE I DON"T WANT TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS DRAMA

How rude

Not only is that girl showing you no respect but she is not respecting Tim or herself.  That's just nonsense and I might be inclined to make some snide remark to her when she walks off without even acknowledging me, so I applaud your self control.  I wonder if she has always been like that or if she figured you were the "fat" girl whom Tim would dump and now that you are getting so lean and even more beautiful she feels like all hope is gone.  Wahhh poor her.  NOT

I did want to say congrats on being ready to take the Praxis II.  I am so excited for you.  I too am studying to be a teacher and just have to do my blocks and student teaching.  I have had to put it off til my kids are in school now because my son has some special needs and I just need to be home, but I KNEW there was something drawing me to you (more than just the weight loss thing) and now I know what!  So what age group are you hoping to teach?

De-Stress

Girl you need to do something for YOU. You need to find a way to de-stress and have a happy day...you deserve it!