First Fill/ First Month

Today is one month since I had my surgery. I got a fill on Sept 30th and I am now up to a total of 6cc. I've lost about 10lbs total now and I was really hoping that I would lose more. the first fill didn't do it for me since I was able to come home and eat a whole sandwich and chips and pudding although the pudding did make me kinda of ill. I am going back in for another fill next Tues and hopefully this will be enough that I need to get good restriction going. I  did have a harder time with chicken last night night it got stuck but once it went down I was ok. Not sleeping very well these past couple of weeks. I have to go look for a new job my boss needs to downsize due to money issues and she is bringing in people at a lower pay rate. I like to think all things happen for a reason but this is not a time in our country to be without a job. So I am stressed out about that and find myself wanting to lean on comfort foods but I am trying to be a good girl. Pretty tired have been up since 3am and I still have a long full day ahead of me and pretty interested in watching the VP debates tonight.  I am going to post this now but I'll write back more when I see how things go maybe I just needed to give this fill a chance. Until next time... Theresa