MIA........
Hi guys.... How is everyone? I've been MIA in M.I.A.M.I...LOL!
I've got good news and bad news....Okay good first. I haven't gained any weight, but the not so positive....I haven't lost any either. No....I'm not surprised since I'm only eating 2 times a day on the average...not drinking much of any water, truly not putting forth any effort. No...I haven't given up...just not focused enough to get myself to go grocery shopping and strap myself down in order to re-start.
The eliptical machine came in. Buddy, DH, and son Chris put it together for me....used it the first 2 mornings and then ....zero...haven't even looked at it and was actually thinking of returning it or putting it in the garage. But I'm holding to see if I can re-start myself...cause I do want to continue to lose and go back to my original goal.
Lots of stuff happening...lots of positives. Kids finished school today. So my senior, my son Chris, is graduating tomorrow. May I add 29th out of a graduating class of close to 600 students. He has won many awards, accompllshed so much and truly has amazed us all. Officially I guess he is a UF student as of tomorrow. So go Gators! Typed like a true Gator Mom...(new title for me!) My baby girl just finished 6th grade today and so no longer will she be last man on totum pole next year....she is excited! She too has been extraoridinary in her studies winning so many awards....again so many blessings, yet I seem to focus on me these days. Have lots of projects in my head, have lots of goals I want to reach. So hopefully next week I will buckle down and get back on track. Summer is hard cause the kids always want to eat out and lots of stuff in the house to eat...so this will be yet another challenge ahead of me. But I am strong and I will cope. I am determined not to go back...that path from yesterday is no longer an option for me. I am so much better than that...I've learned I can truly accomplish anything I truly want...it is just wanting it bad enough to focus on the golden ring!
PS: Buddy had a bday this past memorial day ... I posted a pic of us as we exited the restaurant! DH invited buddy and his wife to join us at a very special restaurant. It was a wonderful weekend...yeap we celebrated all weekend long...nope I didn't gain any weight.... So if you want to truly appreciate the difference in our weight...look at the picture of my buddy and me taken during my bday in February of this year and then look at the one taken during his bday with past weekend....it is amazing the difference! I SO LOVE IT! Everyone notices...everyone comments....you think that would be sufficient to make me get back on the wagon....AHHHHH SOON ENOUGH! I have promised myself!
Hope everyone is well.
Opppps almost forgot....STAY STRONG...STAY FOCUSED AND I PROMISE TO SOON JOIN YOU ALL AGAIN!
