06/07/2009 23:48
Okay still trying
So here is my ridiculous, I know better thought for the day...
When I quit smoking the first three days were the hardest. So what my plan is is to not eat for the next three days. Nothing but water. That way I clear myself out AND break that bad cycle. I have to try anything.
I thought about going to the OA meetings, but there was a point in my life when I had to go to AA meetings for someone in my life, and I found them to be horribly annoying, and I think I would be an asshole and eat to punish them. WHo knows, we shall see.
Thanks all for listening.
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05/20/2009 19:38
Ugh
I am so tired of being overweight. I look for products, diagnoses, everything! To make me stop being fat and I can't do this anymore. I have been exercising for the past couple months, and even though I haven't lost any weight I have to say I am enjoying it. So I have the exercise thing down.
It is the food! I am totally addicted. I just want to stop thinking about it. I am pissed now. Tarts, pizza, fried, buttered, mmmmm. I can not control myself. I have to figure this out.
As silly as it sounds I am going to GNC again tonite to get my whole body cleanse that I did once before and LOVED!!! And I am going to buy the Relacore too. It says it is a mood elevator. Maybe this will help. I need help.
South Beach, Suzanne Somers, Atkins, Zone, Vegetarian... I have tried them all to no avail. And I won't continue to try them. I have taken every diet pill in the world, some of which I thought were going to make my heart jump out of my chest, (Stacker 2). I won't do that either. But I have to figure something out.
I refuse to have the surgery. For many reasons. But I have to beat this addiction. I have quit smoking, drinking, everything! And now food. Well, maybe these blogs will help. Does anyone actually read these?
If so, I am 5'5'', I weigh 225 pounds. I have an extremely stressful job that I am not willing- at this point- to leave. I am married with a 20 year old college student that lives here at home, a 7 year old and my husband of 20 years. The kids are not overweight, the hubby has a gut but isn't overweight necessarily.
Help. Someone help.
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