up .6 blaaa
So I gained .6 this week.. blaaa yes thats POINT 6 haha.. could have been 6 lol but its not.. so Im still down the 15 that I have lost in ww this round haha.. Its ok.. i will get it off this week.. I knew I would gain and actually it wasnt as much as I thought and I prob didnt even gain cuz I was soooo soar when I weighed in from working out yes at the gym woo hooo.. and I know when you are soar you are retaining water so therefore weigh more.. so yah.. we will see what the scale says on friday.. im going to change my wi day to friday so i will be missing a day this week.. that sucks.. but fri works better for me.. sometimes on sat I have to take my daughter with me to weigh in and i dont like to.. she is super skinny and the last thing she needs is tips on how not to eat! So yah.. plus its nice to have my weigh ins all to myself..
Im reading this book loose it for life... has anyone read it? Im also doing the workbook it comes with.. i love it.. it puts a christian spin on things really makes you think.. Im only like 3 chapters into it.. its a slow read.. cuz you read a chapter then do the workbook that is like a chapter a week or so.. and sometimes i do miss a day lol.. but its good.. you should check it out.. i got it on amazon.. cheaper that way! I am really trying to focus on myself.. it is a chore to me cuz I am so focused on everyone else all the time.. its so hard to put myself first.. im trying.. I NEED to or I will die.. seriously.. if I dont get this weight off I will die early.. and I dont want that.. I need to put myself first and go to the gym instead of thinking ohhh well the husband will be home and want me there ohhh the kid needs me home.. ohhhh i need to do this or that for this person.. NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I need to go to the gym for MEEEEEEEE!! I made myself a deal... if I go to the gym just twice a week for one month or just workout.. doesnt have to be the gym but a real workout.. then I get to buy new workout shoes!! Much needed.. lol.. I dont like to buy myself things either lol.. so this will be good! I can do this.. 2 times a week.. thats all! :O) lol pray for me haha.. so yah..
Well here is to an awesome week... weight loss or not.... I shall check in soon..
trisha
