| Height: | 147.0cm |
| Start weight: | 130.00lb |
| Current weight: | 133.50lb |
| Goal weight: | 127.00lb |
| Lost to date: | -3.50lb |
| Remaining: | 6.50lb |
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I'm so excited!! I found two sites that really relaly rexcited me exercise wise:
http://www.sparkpeople.com
So I probably wont be here for a while, going to see how these work out. But I'll keep you posted every onc ein a while!
Oye! I forgot I had more checkboxes to check off on my 30B to do list! it felt so good!
"I am cranky. That is all.", yesterday...
but I decided to forgoe it and just yepee-do, let go and have fun!
I dont know why I just said that. Anyhoo
I'm weighing in a bit later but whatever I see I wont regret!
Having a hard time blogging I admit, getting busier as I go- going to have to find a really really REALLY important thing that I need for work:(, go apply for jobs, let's see...*consults Lino*
Well those are th emain things. Loan look up, time with my boyfriend
Phew phew! I barely have time for myself:(
Guess what? I bought exercise pants for me! Yay!
And I'm starting to trade on fantasy markets now, learning by stumbling and doing.
And I'm thinking of using Geezeo --> www.geezeo.com
Anyone heard of it? I'm determined to see if its safe, I'd like to use it. The student debt needs to be paid and I cant forget it....
it seems the only way I 'm going to look at finances responsibilly -- not tha tI have self-incurred debt, other than student loan smind you-- I'm going ot have to combine it with social working. That's just me. I go with the crowd.
You know how I figured this out? I now use 30Boxes.com to organize my life now. I'm finding I look at it more than my old day planner. Its got a viral component to it, I can post it to almost anywhere that'll allow me to post, I've since added it t omy IMVU and Chatango. Going to add it more soon. Why do I want to let the world know what I'm doing everyday?
I dont know.
Anyway, this was on the list. To BLog. I shall tick it off my 30Boxds cal now and watch it disappear
Pounding headache thanks to my own mother's random ranting on me, lecturing me on how my boyfriend should be non-exhistent come the academic year. I'm not going to listen to her, of course. But the most annoying part? She decided to start the rant because she heard me come down, and she had it "just ocurr" to her! I feel disrespected because of that.
I'm not feeling happy.
I am not entirely good at taking care of myself, as its very clear in my absence here! But heyyy! Good news!
Ok, not so good news with some of you who chagrins at my umpeenth time of getting here and being good and being consistent.
Anyway.
I'm back!...agian. And this time I'm feeling better.
Went through a spell of depression, then dont know....
I'm trying to tack as to why I'm feeling better. I think I started taking care of myself agian, I guess. And I stopped doubting someone who I loved, at least in my heart. I was really hurting myself, emotionally. No, dont worry didnt do anything to myself.
Ha! I almost said "ttracking" instead of "trying"...and yes, there was a double "tt" in my conception of the word!
I've been busy too I guess...oohh! now I remember! I started feeling proactive about it! See, core of my depression was a lack of surplus money kind of problem. I Need moola, but I wasnt getting a job. My Mom refuses to dig out my positive-TB (and since treated) test results from 10 years ago for an employer, moreover I lost something really, REALLY important...which I havent replaced yet!
BUT....it all started with making the decision of, while stimultaneiously working to find a way to find a job (double tongue tye there)...to invest some money I acutally was supposed to invest but didnt, and take out a chunk of that investment early to plan for a trip to my boyfriend.Ohh felt better right away!
Also been been a web safari surfer, darlings! Found these following personal finance/investing social communities (I kid you not, and yes, most people are older than me in there ,but who cares)....I'm not commercializing anything, in fact I'm not thinking of earning anything, but I'm just sharing with ya where I'd been...
www.duedee.com ---> Fake investing, social community for virtual investors!
www.updown.com- --> same!
www.wesabe.com --> personal finance community
www.myspendingplan.com --> a personal finance web-software (free)!
Got registered and got carried away!
Also have Second LIfe responsiblities I should take care of but haven tyet:(....gonna havta. soon.
Also, downloaded Flock, signed up at www.30Boxes.com (coolest calendar on the planet!), downloaded Bubbles, ....And something else.
Tlaked to my boyfriend's grandmother twice, which was cool! My boyfriend's sister too! And the letter to my BF's MOm wasnt so bad.
Yah. Web geek got into gear.
So I'm feeling much much better. Still at the same weight but much better.
Oh yeah. Went to the doc's went shopping! And shaved! (you've no idea how overdue I am in that aspect).
I'm on the line (cell line) 24/7 mainly because my boyfriend and I heavily use text messaging to communicate. So I figured, why dont I use it to help me de-stress/ de-tox a little? I get little stresses every day and I cant be on my PC all the time
Enter Zannel. And my profile here. Its set to private for a reason- I use it to rant. But its sooo useful and I'll be adding my rants at the end of the day here! And, 'course on Wellness.com
Cheers!
Sunday Weigh in: 138 lbs
Gained a pound:(
But its likely cause of my "treat", maybe it was over 50 calories. Need to find 50 calorie snacks. I wonder how much do spirits-filled chocolates are in calories?
Been reflecting too that I should take care of myself, should not be so needy should not be so worried and jealous of my boyfriend's time even though I dont show it.....I neglected to post this yesterday becuaes of that!!
And reflecting-- would better hygiene with my teeth-- kinda fell on teh sideways some time ago-- cut my hunger? hmmm maybe.....i eat at random times still.....yikes!
And for those of you wondering how my letter to my boyfriend's mother went-- well took me 3 hours of carefully typing it but it got done and got sent. Hey, dont laugh, lol.....was stressful! I havent met my BF yet in person and typing a letter to his mother is even more nerve racking because of that! Cause I havent even met her in person! Thank you to all who responded though!:D:D:D
What in the heck do you say to your boyfriend's mother in a first email???? *looks panicked*
Re-reading Jorge Cruise's "The Simple Dieting System"in his 8 Minutes in the Morning for Easty Weight Loss does me good. I will always lack sleep for a long time, so if I"m good with diet, ihopefully I'll be better! I further pledge to post whenever i'm stressed or craving....the so much the better!!!
Breakfast this morning:
60 calorie yogurt
140 calorie FiberOne bar
150 calorie 4 oz. mango juice
Looking at my Diet as we speak...
