04/30/2009 04:24
Lazy
Today I was feeling soo lazy. I feel like once one little thing happens that isnt "planned" it messes up my entire day.. I went to get up to go to the gym and my friend called seeing if I could babysit because her sons aunt was MIA and she was late for class so I said yea since all her family was in NY. Well I had him from 10 till 3:30 and I got nothing done. He just crys and crys unless you hold him ( so different from Amiya ) so when she came and got him I still wasnt showered and in such a blah mood. I did not want to go to they gym at all my TOM wont seem to go away and i just wanted to shower and go to bed. In fact thats what I was going to do I even layed out my PJs for when I got out of the shower. But while I was in the shower I thought to myself ok I might not feel like working out but thats when i need to do it the most so I stay motivated. A year from now I wont remember not wanting to go to the gym, I wont remember how tired I was and it wont kill me if I go Soooo I got out of the shower and I put on my gym clothes and I went. And let me tell you it was a great work out. It started off bad - meaning I had a bad attitude and I didnt want to be there- but then I was just like whatever I am going to give it my all and I did and now I feel GREAT. Im so glad I got over my little lazy moment. Im glad i didnt let me not working out in the morning ruin my day because working out at night is better than nothing- I have this thinking that working out in the morning is better for you I have no idea why I think that but I do, so when I miss a morning work out my mind thinks the whole day is ruined lol - So I am happy
Also I found out my pell grant is good for my summer semester and I will have about 1K left over after tuition and books so I can finally get my own labtop. And tomorrow my unemployment should be in my account which is a good thing because I lost my job and I have bills that automatically get taken out from my account sooo Im about-78$ now in my account UGHHHHHH but hopefully tomorrow it will be all fixed..
Anyways super excited about Biggest Loser Im upset w. who got sent home this week but Im excited for te finale to see everyone I think we have one more week and then the finale but Im still excited