04/28/2009 04:56
Proud
Thats the only word to sum up how I feel right now. I lost 4.4 lbs this week at my weight watchers weigh in. If I ate 100% on track it would have been more but my TOM is going on and I tend to eat alot during that time... Anyways I think I might be addicted to working out.. Its pretty much all I think about ( remember I dont have job so its like what I live to do lol ) Today I worked out in the morning and then tonight I went to the gym at 8 and when I got in my car to go home it was 10!!!! Tonight this really cute trainer ( my eye candy at the gym lol ) came up to me and was like wow I see you here all the time now, I havent seen you before and now I see you like everyday and sometimes twice a day and we sat and talked about my job loss and how I decided to use the time to finally focus on me and get back in shape and all and he was like well I can tell your determined when you work out you really put your all into it and then he was like if you want any pointers you can always come and ask me.. I was sooo excited lol I know I have been putting in alot of work but for one of the trainers to notice just gave me a lil self esteem boost!!! Anyways Im beat so Have a good night!