I think I need to start again.
I've gotten really off track. And I've let the negative thoughts in my head determine how far I will go with my weight loss. I have a lot of stuff I need to work through...I am planning on re-starting everything in April for a couple of different reasons. First, It's a fresh start. The idea that it is spring and a new month will hopefully help lighten my perception on everything, and maybe my mood will be lifted. Second, I need to get my priorities in order. I want to be the best I can be, but I still lack the drive and determination to do so. I don't want my daughter to grow up with a mother who isn't a good role model. So I hope I can build myself up...I'm sick of failing this battle.


I wish you all the best.