07/18/2011 00:48
thinking about the Lapband.....
I have thought long and hard about my life and how my life is right now. Mainly, the quality of my life. It just is not what it should be. I cannot keep up with my kids, just plain and simple. I was recently diagnosed with sleep apnea. Do you know what a pain it is to sleep with a mask on your face and tubes linking you to your night stand? I hurt or ache or am just plain uncomfortable all day. I am in pain after doing all of the laundry. I did not sign up for this.
Anyway, I have been obese for ten years now. I had had my rollercoaster weightloss for too long. The CLOSEST I have come to being just plain overweight is 218. Then my body started to break down with the workouts I was pulling. That was the only way I could get results. If I choose this, I am going back to my old journaling on here to help get through it all. It will not be a quick fix. It will not be an instant 'skinny' pill. It is a simple tool to help me get back to me before 'Obesity' kills me.