Monday 16th March

Weight: ??????????????

Motivation 90%

 

So its monday! Im back at work and its been a really crappy day! anyways i must tell you i had the BEST weekend eating wise!

 

I havent had a drop of alcohol (and im a good drinker on the weekend) i am so detrmined to get a good loss this week!  so on saturday i had:-

 

Breakfast:- 2 slices of toast

                  2 slices of bacon

                  1 egg  = 7.5 points

 

Dinner = in the pub chicken and bacon salad = 4.0 pts  NO ALCOHOL AT ALL!!!  WHOOP WHOOP!

 

Tea = 2 slices of bread

          2 fish fingers

         100g oven chips = 6 points

 

I drank loads of glasses of water with lemon in it!  it was sooo yummy!!!

 

i have played on my WII loads this weekend and my arms aches today from it!  On Saturday night my fiance went snowbaording with this mates so i had the music on and was danicing round my living room like a looney!!  my poor dog must have thought id gone mad!

 

Sunday

was a good day too, i watched tele in my pjs all day!!!!!  i love it, i did some housework, again on my WII and i made my sunday lunch!

 

Food wise i had:-

 

Brekkie

Cereal and milk and toast = 4.5pts

Dinner = y.pud large

              potato

              carrotts

              gravy

             low fat sausages x 3

all of the above was 11.5 points

 

i had a mars bar late last night which was 5 points!!!  still all within my points allowance of 22 a day!  its fab!!!

 

today i am at work as i said before and im really annoyed!  its always one rule for the boss and one rule for us!  the  plebs!!!  never mind i skipped brekkie today was too busy so today i have had  my dinner which was

 

monday:-

brekkie - missed

dinner- ham, cheese and pickle sarnie and crips = 6.5 points and a diet coke which is free!!!!!

 

im cooking for a friend tonight so i am saving my points for some wine!! yummy!!! tonight im having toad in the hole (again i know) but i love it its such comfort food!!!

 

So im still positive and i havent weight myself cos i get offically weight tomorrow!

 

fingers crossed!

 

Dani x

 

 

Friday 13th March

 

Weight 14st 10lbs

Motivation 100%

 

So today is going to be first day of the rest of my life.............. so i hope.

 

Let me give you some background infor about me and my weight!  I was thin and curvy most of my life, was a size 10-12, 34DD chest and i didint have any issues about my weight or my body. Then i got to 18/19yrs started uni and it all went wrong from there really. I was in a very abusive relationship (physically and mentally), i let myself go mega style!  I was partying alot, drinking massive amounts of larger and i ate mostly takeways. Student life for me rocked!

 

Then in my third year at Uni i suffered with major depression and anxiety my relationship wasnt helping and the negative comments from my then partner also added to my depression. I have suffered with depression my whole life thanks to my oh so lovely dad (who i havent seen in ............11 years) i was always told by him, i wasnt prettier enough, thin enough, no man could ever love me blah, blah, blah! after having this told to you for 10 years you tend to believe it. I told all this to my then partner and he used it against me telling me i was fat becasue i deserved to be fat!  at my biggest i ballooned to 17stone!  on my 21st birthday i look terrible!  my face was totally unrecognisable i was mrs blobby!!

 

SO I kicked out my horrible abusive partner, had to get an injunction out on him, i started going to the gym i joined my local Weight Watchers class i did it on my own and i got down to 15 stone!  i was so pleased.

 

So i now have a lovely fiance who i have been with for 3 years on and off!  we are defo on!!!  i love him very much and im extremely happy!  however i am 14stone 10!  i joined Slimming World in November 2007 at 15 stone - i got down to a stone and a half off, i got bored and now i have gained to get back to 14 stone 10lbs!

 

my mate joined WW so now i did with her i am detemined to get all my weight off and be 9stone 7 again! i know i can do this!  i am sick of fannying about, getting 1 pound off there and 2 pounds off here and then putting it back on!  i wanna do this for me!!!!!

 

my poor fiance has only ever known me when i was big, he looks at pics of me skinny and i know thats what he would prefer and it's what I would prefer.

 

we are going on holiday in september and i wanna be 12 stone by then!  thats my mini goal!

 

so here is my diary for today

 

22points per day

 

breakkie = cereal + milk = 2.5 pts

snack = 1 bannana        = 1.5

dinner = soup                = 1.5

              bread               =  5.0

snack = 1 bannana        =   1.5

              2 sweets          =    2.0

 

total so far:- 14pts

                      8 pts left.

 

i am shopping tonight "FRIDAY NIGHTS BIG SHOP" so i can plan really well my weekend food and i can buy just what i need and no crap!

 

Speak soon

 

Dani x