Rough Day

Well today was a rough one. I know that everyone has one of these days, but I feel icky now. Anything that was chcoloate in this house found its way to my mouth. Luckily the only thing that I had was suger free pudding cups. But I had 2. The peanut butter was calling my name also. I know it's only Monday, but I feel so guilty that I ate all those things that I wasn't supposed to. I didn't go was over board, but I just couldn't help having just a little.

Tomorrow is a new day and I will stay on track. I don't want to blow my great path now. I have gone 10 weeks on the program and lost each week. I don't want to gain any. It would be devastating to me. I am really hard on myself. I have struggled all my life with my wieght and now I won't let myself live it down.  Being only 26 I need to change the way my life is going and now is my chance. There are only two people close to me that support me and I desparately need that. My own parents don't even support what I am doing. My hubby and my mother in law are the ones that are there for me. I need to do this. I have to do this! If I don't I will die too young and I can't do that to my 2 little boys.

Wish me luck and I hope the rest of the week is easier.