03/29/2007 23:24
holy cow!!1
Who would have thought eating healthy and not splurging would be so hard?!?!? Seems like I spent the entire afternoon thinking about the bowl of candy on the receptionist's desk and how bad I wanted just ONE little piece. And of course, I have to walk by her desk 5,000 times a day and the candy just sits there, STARING at me!!! That dirty candy! I swear it does it to torture me! haha But, I resisted. I just keep telling myself how gorgeous I am going to look in my wedding dress! I hate being fat! I wish someone had told me how easy it is to put on all the weight and how hard it is to get off back when I was nice and thin. Sure would have saved me all this trouble! Well, another week down and I am hitting it hard core!!! It's all about determination....damn candy bowl!!!
03/26/2007 22:32
Metabolic Research Center DIET!!!
Okay, i started the MRC diet last week and holy cow!!! I have lost 4 pounds in the last week!!! It totally works! They claim I will lost 76 pounds by september for my wedding!! YES!!! xoxox
02/11/2007 20:56
SCALE HELL...a weekend of relief, a regret unforgiving!!!
Okay, I screwed up. Talk about a horrible weekend! My fiancee and I got into an argument or something stupid and me being female and hormonal, I turned it into something MAJOR! So, here I am, depressed and stressed and what is the first thing I run to? Of course, FOOD! Dinner out Saturday night and a chicken fried steak with gravy....BAD!!! Then, tonight was pizza and a coke...yes, I said COKE, not DIeT!!! What am I thinking. I am now full and miserable and scared to death to step on that scale and see what kind of damage I have done. Why do we run for food when things go wrong? why couldn't I run to the gym? That would have been much more sensible!!! Tomorrow is another day....another day to make up for the weekend and get back on track. I will just have to make a few extra trips to the gym this week to set myself straight! I wish i had someone to walk behind me and keep me in line sometimes!!
02/08/2007 20:34
TEMPTATION HELL!!!
There are so many delicious foods out there just starring at me throughout the day. I am slowly starting to adjust to this whole "watching what I eat" thing, but GEEZ! You never realize how good some foods are until you can't eat them anymore. I just keep looking at pictures of my wedding dress then the pictures of my fat butt and I am determined to change my appearance. DETERMINED! My fiancee goes to the gym a few times a week and drops 20 pounds like it was just an extra layer of clothing. I give up everything that is good and eat only small portions, go to the gym, and only lose a few pounds. THIS SUX!!!
02/06/2007 20:36
TOO MUCH...when to stop!
TACO TUESDAY at Rosas cafe, a fast food mexican restaurant that is SOOOO good. Didn't get off work until nearly 7, so decided to skip the gym and treat myself. Would have been just fine except I ate the ENTIRE thing! What was I thinking?!?! Now i am sitting here, miserably full and depressed, not making any progress with my weight loss. Why can't I just stop? I keep trying to only eat an amount equivalent to my fist, but if it is placed in front of me, I eat it. THIS SUX!!!
