Dinner
Well, as I mentioned yesterday, went to the Mexican restaurant for dinner tonight. I ordered exactly what I said I would and it was great. I also counted out a portion of chips and stuck to it. After I ate my dinner, I was very tempted to order this little dessert thingy called sopapillas or something like that. It's like a tortilla drizzled with honey and cinnamon. I think it wouldn't have been too bad for me to have it, but I knew that I was full and that I would be eating it to satisfy my head, not my actual hunger or body. So I didn't have it. And I'm totally ok with that. It's not the end of the world. I can always get it another time. My life and feelings don't have to revolve around what I want to eat all the dang time. I'm tired of food having control over me! *I* want to have control over me! So anways, I consider that another small victory.
I think this weekend will be a test for me too. Just being around the house might cause me a problem. But I will be journaling and tracking my points and trying not to let my emotional eating and crap get the best of me!
I have been pretty happy feeling this week so I'm hoping that will carry me through the weekend and beyond......... :)