ugh
Blah! I'm in a rotten mood today. Have roaring PMS and a huge (and very painful) "blemish" on my jaw line. :( There are only 10 school days left and my kids (students) are driving me NUTS! I am tired and weak and would like to just lay down and pass out for a while! LOL I am definitely in the mood for some comfort food. The cornbread that I was sooo wanting yesterday is still calling my name..............
As I read in someone else's blog earlier, I think that in some way I expect immediate results. I want to see or feel some difference right away. The problem is that this is unrealistic.......and yet even though I know it's not realistic, if it doesn't happen, I feel like a failure. Stupid, stupid me.....I am my own worst enemy! Why can't I be more positive? Why can't I be nicer to myself? Why do I sabotage (sp?) myself every chance I get? Why??? Why??? Why???