01/10/2010 09:25
Week 2 Goals
It's midnight and I should be asleep. But just wanted to blog real quick. I'm feeling better than I have all week and I went to the gym tonight and plan to go first thing tomorrow morning since I am child free for the morning. I didn't see the scale shift this morning and hoping I'll see a change tomorrow. Day 10 and I'm still going strong and motivated. I'm learning a lot about myself. Last night and tonight I realized that I'm really lonely. Not to sound dramatic but it was an "aha moment" for me because I think normally I'd eat late, fast food, snacks, watch tv go to bed and not even realize that I'm actually eating so much because I'm alone (unhappily) lol . . . so I guess I haven't "felt" it like I feel it now. It's good in a way because I put myself in this situation. I kinda pushed people out of my lives. Don't ever want to go anywhere due to being unhappy with myself and not wanting to be the biggest one of the "bunch" but I'm so tired of that. I will live again and take the necessary steps to get back out there and let my hair down so to speak.
Tired of rambling. Off to bed. Please God let me see a change on that scale when I wake up! lol Nite =)
