01/02/2010 23:04
1st obstacle of the yr . . . Chuckee Cheese!! lol =(
Okay so it's Day 2 and I'm feeling great. I went to the gym today for the first time in what seems like forever and as hard as it was to get up and out the door. Once I was there and "in the groove" I actually felt good! Now don't get me wrong, I was out of breath, struggling for the entire hour that I was there, but I felt so proud. Because I've done it before and I know the hardest part is going to the gym for the first time. It's gonna be hard the 2nd and 3rd too but eventually it'll become routine.
Now on to more important things. My first challenge of the yr. is none other than Chuck E Cheese! Going to a bday party today and I'm like so not looking forward to having to fight back urges of eating pizza! The pizza is nothing special but it's definitely good, and I can prob eat a whole pan myself. But luckily I won't be doing that. lol I'm not gonna let those 600 calories I burned this morning be in vain. So I've decided that I am taking a sandwich and carrots and grapes as well as a water bottle (basically packing a lunch so to speak). I'm allowing myself to have a bite of pizza and hopefully that satisfies the craving to just taste it.
That's it for now. Looking forward to tackle day 3 tomorrow. I'm trying to blog every day. So far no weight loss, but I know it's just day 2. I'm reading this book that I absolutely love. It's called "100 days of weight loss" and day 2's theme talked about being interted vs. committed. When you are "interested" in weight loss you give up farely easily when things go wrong. When you are "committed" you are going to keep going no matter what. So I encourage anyone reading this to make the vow to stay committed. We can do it. Will we fall off the wagon? of course? But we can get back on tha darn thing and keep it pushing and reach our goals. Til tomorrow. =)

