Terrible day
I had a terrible day. I think i was kinda ill, don't know. First of all i couldn't get up in the morning. When i manage to get up it was already noon. And i was very very tired and hungry. So u know, i have to eat to take my medicines so i ate a little bit. The usual morning sandwich and digestive biscuvits. But i was still hungry, as if my stomach was crying or something, and i didn't have any power to go out for my first walk of the day. So i decided to eat another half sandwich, but i couldnt stop, i ate cereal and then, for god's sake, i cooked pasta with cheese and ate all of it. By then i was already feeling sick, i am not used to eating that much at once in these days. So i went out for a small walk. Oh it was terrible, it was very difficult. I couldn't walk at all. Just 15 min. or something. So i returned back home feeling very ill. I put my head to my pillow and, there u go. I slept all day, all day. When i woke up it was already 10pm. And i was hungry again. Not the type that u wanna eat a lot, but the type i want home made soup when my mom was always making whenver i was ill. Since i came to UK i haven't been eating any soup, cause i couldn't find any ready made ones for my taste. Anyway, i remembered i learned this new soup the other day, at my friends house. So i got up and cooked soup for myself. Not as delicious as the one i ate in their house, but still, i felt good. So i went outside walked 10 min and return home to write this. I'll probably will go out again for another small walk. The thing is all these medicine i have to get, the depression and antibiotics, not to mention vitamin and contraceptives, started to become too heavy i guess, if u know what i mean. I have to get the depression medicine, the doctor told me not to stop it. But antibiotics. Oh my good, and i have to take 3 of them in a day and they are the most powerful ones u can find around. Too much. And my abscess is still there. Didn't grow up as much as the previous one but still there. I don't know. I decided to stop contraceptives for a while but maybe i should stop antibiotics too, for a day or two. All of them are very heavy for me. I don't know.
Anyway, not a good day at all. But the soup was good =]. And i couldn't even run my 2minutes =p. And i feel terrible. And how will i sleep tonight. I probably made everything upside down again. After all the hard work of doing things right.
And another thing is i have to start packing. Not only for going to holiday, but everything. Cause when i return to UK i'll start living in a new house with my friends. But of course i didn't have any power to start packing as well.
Well, tomorrow is a new day =] isn't it? Hope u guys r doing fine. x