went to doctor
I did go to doctor, said i am in a depression and wanted me to use some antidepressan. It wont start to affect for the first 2-3 weeks, but still i feel very proud of myself since i kept my promise and went to see the doctor. Anyway i started my freelance job as well, worked on it all day and night the day before yesterday, but couldnt finish it. And yesterday after the doctor i didnt have any power to do anything. Well anyway the doctor told me not to do anything for a while, not think about my responsibilities since this medicine has lotsa side effects until u got used to it. So today i told them that i am not gonna do it. But suprizingly they gave me another 6 days. So i guess i'll start doing it tomorrow again. And I have to go to uni and learn if i can pause my responsibilities for some time, cause that's what the doctor offerred since i cant do them at the moment anyway..
Well i lost some grams by the way, didnt stop to diet or walk. I am going very slowly, but still i am very happy withmyself cause i didnt stop still. I am 62.7kg now and i definitely hope to be less tomorrow.
Well, that's all for now. Cu all later...//