About Me

I guess I too could of started of telling  a little about myself. LOL!

I am Cass. SAHM to 4 kiddos. They are 13,12,9 and 9 months. What was I thinking right?! I am blessed to have my children. I didn't think I would ever have anymore. Then I was finally blessed with my 9 month old. He was almost 5 yrs in the making. We dealt with some fertility problems. Sometimes I think about it now and wodner if it had to do with my weight. My friend thinks I have PCOS. I just have never gone to be tested for it.

I am happily married to Jas for 8 years. We have had some ups and downs but have managed to overcome them.

Well,I guess thats all about me. Anything else you want to know feel free to ask.

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Thinking...

So yesterday all I ate was that piece of chicken breast. This morning I ate 2 eggs and a piece of toast. I want something more but I am restraining myself.

I think the hardest part for me is when I am sitting here and the computer desk. I feel the need to snack. But I only want to snack on unhealthy things. Ugh!

I am playing the biggest Loser game with my Mom and some other family members. I have no clue why my Mom is playing. She weighs about 131 lbs. She makes me sick. Here my sister is almost 8 months prego and she weighs about 130. Ugh!

One day I will be skinny again! Sometimes I wonder what happened to the 125 lb girl that started dating my husband. Once I got prego with Alyssa my whole body seemed to have went to hell in a hand basket. LOL! I was already huge when I got pregnant with Franklin. And after having him I am even bigger. I have lost quite a bit of weight from what I was the day I went in to give birth. But still not enough to satisfy me. Sometime I wish I had never went through all those eating disorder theropies. I liked it when I was thin. Who cared if at 18 yrs old I weighed 95 lbs!! I thought I looked ok.

Oh well.

BBL

Starting

Okay,I started my diet the first of March. It's gone okay so far but I wish I was loosing more than what I am.

I have my good days and I have my bad. Yesterday was a bad. I craved chocolate all day long. LOL!

Today has been a little better I guess. I've only eaten a piece of chicken today. I haven't had much of an appetite.