I Love Tuesday!

Well fortunetly my worries on Monday were all for naught.  I lost 3 lbs.  I have no idea how...i feel like I went off plan with the pizza and a few other snacks but I guess whatever the water and the frequent eating seem to be just what my body wants. 

Thank you everyone for your encourageing comments.  It helps so much.

14 lbs to go to break into the 100's!

Monday night blues...

Since Tuesday morning is my weigh in I always get really anxious on Sunday night and Monday.  So far I have always dropped some wieght 1.8lbs was the lowest but every Monday I am sure I am not going to lose anything.  This week I am also PMS so who knows...I have been drinking all my water for the last few days so I am not as bloated as I would usually be but I am still really nervous. 

I know this is stupid because I am doing the best I can and at this point there is really nothing more to do but...tell that to my brain.

wish me luck

Oscar Night

In the past this has been a huge eating night for my friends and I.  I am not looking forward to the awards this year since I have chosen to not have a party.  But, I have to say I am excitied that by this time next year, if I keep working hard, I should  be at my goal!  YEAH

Keep looking forward!

Refocused...i hope

Okay, so I feel off the Jenny wagon today...well the worst I have yet.  I had a 1/2 piece of pizza at the mall with my Daughter...she is a fiend for anything with cheese and tomato sauce.  I felt so guilty that I know I had made a mistake...so here I am refocused on my journey. 

I am trying the cashew chicken tonight for the first time and I have high hopes.  I really want to keep going because I do not want to keep hiding from the camera...i want some photographic history with my children.

Thanks so much for all your support...i love this website

New Friends

I just went through and added a bunch of Buddies from the Jenny Craig web site in order to make this process more fun.  I am getting really bored, I actually think I wrote that in my last blog so I wont drone on about it here.....

In 5 weeks I have lost over 18lbs...I should just be thrilled!  but I guess I still see the 60 lbs to go.  I think I need a smaller goal for now.  So, I am going to focus on being under 200 that is only 16.2lbs  Yea I like that better

Ugh!

I am getting really bored with my program.  But, so far it has worked wonders for me so I know I just have to dig deep and find the motivation that helped me to start in the first place.  I tried to go looking at some new clothes today since I am now down to the high end of the next size but that didnt' work.  It is still in the larger womens store.  I want to get down to the 'normal' clothing store before I invest any more money.  So, I guess it is baggy clothes for me.

5th weigh in

Just got back from my 5th weigh in and I am down 2.8lbs. 
Yeah me!!!!  This has been a really hard week.  I didn't feel like I had kept up my exercise and I ate more than I had last week.  But I guess I believe now the concept that you have to eat to lose, it just depends on what you eat.  So, I have added a few more veggies and fat free cream cheese which seems to be helping.  Also, I have been getting my 108 oz of water every day .  I do long for a good night sleep, one in which I don't have to get up every few hours to pee.  But I am not complaining since that is the worst side effect I am suffering for my 18lb weight loss.

first day here

I just found this sight and I thought it might be a good idea to keep track of my highs and lows during this process.  this is the end of my 5th week on Jenny craig and I have lost 15.8 lbs so far.  not to bad it I do say so myself but it has not been easy.  I really like the food for the most part but I have been craving a lot of things off plan like chocolate chip cookies.

I don't know how much I will be able to write since my 2 kids think that my time is all theres but I will do what I can.

Good luck to all of us on this journey

here we go...