09/25/2009 10:00
Surgery postponed, thx MRSA
Yep, the surgery got postponed. It's more complicated than one could imagine b/c I am allergic to bactrum that would surely knock this out. So we're first trying clindamycin-- but I've had 2 doses already-- and the ID doc says by about the 3rd dose I should be noticing a difference.
Well, no difference yet except I feel like I am going to jump out of my skin from all of this over my finger. I need to find a zen place to be and know it will all work out but the days are ticking by, my life is on hold now b/c of my fucking finger and my fucking finger is not better yet. I am also in pain. It fucking hurts. All of these antibiotics cannot be good for my system either.
I could scream but I am too busy taking pills and running around to doctors to do that. I am so angry. I know I need to calm down and accept reality, it is what it is and it will have to get better.
If the clinda doesn't work, the medication to xyvox-- but that messes with a medication that I am currently on,,, hmm, I need to look that up.
All I am is a big swollen and painful finger right now.