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makes Roz a bad girl
| Height: | 154.9cm |
| Start weight: | 11st 9.00lb |
| Current weight: | 9st 2.00lb |
| Goal weight: | 8st 9.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 2st 7.00lb |
| Remaining: | 0st 7.00lb |
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makes Roz a bad girl
I am struggling with my knee today. I’m in quite a bit of pain and the painkillers haven’t touched it. Is it a bad thing that to try and get them to work I have taken 3 instead of the recommended 2? I am having surgery in a little over 2 weeks on my right knee, and don’t know if I can cope with the pain I’m in for that long. I may have to go back to the docs and get something stronger.
So as of September 11th 2007, hubby and I have been food optimising on the Slimming World plan. Don't get me wrong, it's worked a treat and between us we have lost nearly 4 stone since then. Not too shabby, I say.
BUT.....
I don't feel like I look any different. I still feel like the frumpy overweight girl I was when I joined. Yes, my clothes either fit better or are too big. Yes, the scales tell me I'm 1st 10lbs lighter than I was. Yes, other people are noticing. But I don't feel sexier, or prettier.
What I want to know is, when that will happen. There's a girl at work, who looks awful because she is so thin. Thin's the wrong word, she's skinny. And I know I don't want to look like her, coz she looks freaky, but she doesn't see it. I don't want to get to that stage, but I do wonder if I will ever be happy with the weight I am.
As you will notice, my target is 9st. However my SW consultant has put my target to 9st 7lbs, and I always said I would see how I feel when I got there. But I know that I won't be happy at 9st 7lbs, which is why I have put 9st. But what if I'm not happy when I get there? Maybe I should change my target to 8st 10lbs? What do you think? It's not like I'd be underweight if I did, I mean I'm only 5ft 1in. In fact, according to the ideal weight guides, my weight should be no more than 9st 2lbs.
Well there was another pound off this week which brings my total to 1st10lbs and I got Slimmer of the Week which I'm really pleased about!
New Year, New Start, New Me!!!
I've hurt my knee quite badly today. I'm having an operation done on it on Jan 24th - not by consequence of me bashing it, just because it's my bad knee, but, MY GOD IT HURTS!! It's getting progressively worse throughout the day and now I can barely walk on it.
We've just come back from the pics, we went to see Alvin and the Chipmunks, sad I know, but it was funny!
So now I'm going to play Spyro on the PS2. We bought it yesterday for when I'm off sick after my op, but obviously I need a test run of it first!
Well seeing as lots of other people have decided to change their template for the new year, I thought I'd follow suit!!
....I don't know how, but I managed to lose 1.5lbs tonight. I guess it'll catch up with me next week.
I have a vegetable lasagne in the oven right now. I've never been good at lasagnes, so wish me luck!!
I hope you all had a lovely Christmas. I did, but I’m kind of glad it’s all over because now I can get back on track with Slimming World. I had a few naughty days and feel awful for it. Awful as in guilty, but also physically awful. I don’t think my body can cope with the amount of shit I put into it. It could have been worse I suppose. It was only Christmas Day and Boxing Day we were bad. And even on Christmas day we weren’t as bad as we could have been.
I lost a pound, which means I got my one and a half stone award!! Hooray!!
I'm going to put it all back on next week over Christmas, but I did it. I'm really going to put 100% back into it in the new year!
It's just really hard at this time of year with all the chocolates that people bring in to work instead of Christmas cards, and all that. So I will expect to gain next week, but then its a new year.
I feel like I've hit a brick wall. It just seems out of reach. I maintained last night, which I know I should be pleased about considering that I've had a works night out and a team lunch with the girls, and I didn't hold back. But I've been waiting for my one and a half stones award fro weeks, and I'm only half a pound away, but I just done seem to be able to get there. I feel like giving up. I can't be bothered anymore.