Miscarriage of Injustice

On Friday last week, I found out I was pregnant. Yesterday, I had a miscarriage. I'm heartbroken. I don't know what else to say.

Was it my fault? Was it something I did, or didn't do? Is it a punishment for something I've done in the past? It's just not fair. I wanted this so much.

Hubby has been great. He doesn't really know what to do or say. But he's trying. He's as upset as me, just handling it differently. My mum has cried with me. His dad just said "well you knew it was early"

Tonight, we were supposed to be going out for dinner with my best friend to tell him the good news. Instead, he knows something is wrong, but doesn't know what, so is currently driving over here to find out what is going on.

We are going on holiday to Canada on Saturday. The doctor suggested we thought about cancelling, but I've got some advice from a pregnancy advisor, and she said that if it was her, she'd still go on holiday. If i stay here for two week, I'll drive myself crazy. I need to keep myself busy.

I'm so sorry!

I just happened to come across your blog.  I'm so sorry you lost your baby.  I can't answer why things happen.  But I can tell you that it's not punishment. 

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}

I'm so sorry!

I'm so sorry! The truth about miscarriages is its NOTHING you did or didn't do! It just happens. But it doesn't make the pain any less painful. I think going away will be good, a nice change. Hang in there! Again, I'm sorry.

((hugs))

There is nothing I can say to help you through this awful time.  Just know my thoughts are with you.  ((hugs))

hey bay-beeeeeeeeee

 hope your havin fun in canada. miss ya loads. still gettin ya pokes on facebook tho so i know your ok!!

things happen in life to teach us things. to give us life experience and show us the dark side before we reach the good stuff.

i know your gonna be the bestest mummy when the time comes. i know its been heartbreaking, but this wasnt the right time. soon it will happen baby, i promise. i know its in ur future.

hope hubby is looking after you. wish i could give you hugggssss....

speak soon mrs.

stef

x

glad you had fun...

 missed ya loads. x