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It's funny how one thing that depresses you can make you not be able to function. Either makes you bindge or making you lose complete apetite. I feel so sick right now, i cant eat, or hardly move..all i want to do is cry in bed all day. I think when im upset i have a problem with being able to eat and when anger take the side i just cant stop. Joy; atleast i can admit to that. I guess this isen't entirly a "fitness/food entry" but we all need to express something. I have made the worst mistake ever, taken jealousy and blown it out of paportion hurting someone i love more then anything in this world over it..when certainly i could of gone about how i was upset in a different way. It was all fake and im not a perfect person but yet im so disapointed in myself and i cant figure out what inside me made me want to do that even if it was fake. Theres more too it and its complicated, but i just dont want to lose the one i truely love because of my stupid mistake and yeah something i probally need to find help with and work on. I have to realize that the things we do or say when were upset, wheather we mean it or not..still hurts the person it's affliected on. Im so sorry baby. You just have to realize im going through the same exact things..im hurt too.
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