06/08/2009 08:17
Still
feeling sick, maybe sicker???? And cannot understand - came back to Luxembourg on the 6am flight - not a nice time- spent all day in bed until this morning - now am at work - feeling bad - why did I come in? Because I did not feel like another day inside - don't think it was a great decision as I'm feeling poorly - but I need to go out and about - I'm on antibiotics which should be working - it's like I was great on Saturday and then I relapsed or something.
Weighed myself this morning - dow n to 76.5 which is nothing short of incredible but I think it is because I'm sick - do I log it down as an impressive 1.5kg loss? I don't know. I guess I will. I cannot understand it - if it's bound to sickness it will creep up faster than I will take to log it in.
Should be going to hospital to visit a friend today but I feel so poorly - I think I will skip it - I do feel guilty about it since here we re on our own really and we need to support each other. But I feel so poorly - should have stayed at home - it's not as if I have pressing work to do.
Why didn't I stay at home?