05/05/2009 07:54
Tuesday
and a grey one at that - am at work - quite relaxed today although I might get some documents in - still, I'm off as from Friday for 17 days so I might in fact not get any new work until then - which would give me some time to study for my exams - I really want to do well in these exam to make up for the interview fiasco. The more I think about it as the days go by, the more I am convinced I failed - it was a combination of things I guess and I do assume my responsibilities in the failure, not that I did not invest time and effort in its preparation but I was misled in my preparation and prepared the wrong things. The thing is when I remove myself from the situation and I put myself in the panel board's shoes, I'm pretty sure I would fail me - can you understand what I mean?
Not doing badly in food - yesterday I really wanted things to munch on while studying although to be fair I only studied for very little because I saw the film Australia - the last half - and an episode of Desperate Housewives - and yes, I studied for an hour - shame on me - I have just said that I wanted to do well in my exams next week. Today I'll do better. But yesterday I could have murdered chocolate tonibble on - but didn't - Yesterday I also walked to work, today I did not - because of the weather and because I didn't feel like it - I will most definitly not walk it to the flat from work as after work I always really like to just get there and today I need to iron some clothes and STUDY!!! Also should be going to eat at the best EU canteen here - we'll see how I handle that - I saw the photos from EuroDisney - not that I took much - I should have taken more and I'm sorry I didn't - but I can see that my figure has improved these last three weeks and that motivates me. Here are some pics from Eurodisney - you won't see me in them - it's not that I don't want to - but I really do not was to be identified by anyone I do not want to be identified by.
Well, somehow I can't manage to put pics in the blog so I'll put the three pictures in the album.

