maintained - I was heading for a loss but then the weekend was a full of food one and I finished up maintaining. I haven't stopped eating today either because I'm sick. Three days before I leave for Luxembourg and I get this massive cold. I am so pissed off about it - you cannot even gauge my anger levels right now.  Everyone and his brother here has been sick and my body just resisted - now it lets me down, NOW!!!!!

I need to feel well until Saturday at least, then I can crash at my Lux place for 2 days and maybe recuperate.  I have packed one big luggage, I'm taking 2 as the place I'm working will cover my extra luggage. But I still need to buy stuff - I need to go out to a million places to do a billion things and yet, here I am trying to not watch my Sex and the City dvd collection which I bought from the UK for Luxembourg - it's 19 CDs and I've already seen 2 of them.  I have to pass the time doing something different than swearing and cursing.  I have such a long travelling day on Thursday and I have such busy days until then and I have to go to work on Friday.  God needs to give me a break here. Hey God, you  listening? I know there are much more worthier people who deserve to be healed more than me, but I REALLY NEED THIS. Hello?