05/25/2009 17:06
A start of a new Me.
Gone are the days of blaming my current weight on every thing and one besides myself. The only person who can make a different is me. I can only blame myself. I can't say I don't know how I got to this weight. I do know. I'm done. I can not and will not let this continue. I've lost some weight. I even bought a scale. I can't run from it anymore. I can't ignore it. I turned 31 this year, found out I have Sleep Apnea, high blood pressure, i retain water. Now I'm about to be tested for Diabetes. I can do this, I will.
I was not a "fat kid". My mom did not let us eat junk. It wasn't till I was older and able to make my own choices, I will not blame it on my parents divorce anymore.

