Day 11
Feeling pretty bummed today. I realized that my chemical pregnancy last month might have thrown my cycle for a loop. I'm currently on cd23 and no o yet. Possibly yesterday or day before, as I did have ewcm on Sat. But my temps are still looking fairly normal, so I'll have to wait and see. It never occured to me that my cycle might get messed a little from the pg last month, because I've had so many chemical pg's and the only time it changed my o was when I had a few in a row. There was only the one this time. If I haven't o'd before end of month, then I will put it off for August. Kyler was concieved in August, and I'd really rather my kids didn't share bdays. But we already had to wait just to start ttc while the dr's confirmed my blood clot disorders. I sure hope I ovulate soon and I won't have to worry about it anymore. I also really don't want the injections I've been giving myself to be for nothing.
As far as weight loss goes, getting up early to exercise isn't going to happen until my son calms down with teething. He's been up for hours most nights lately, just screaming even if we're holding him. I wish I could bare his pain for him. But this is causing us not to get much sleep at all. Last night Kyler wasn't even too bad, but I couldn't go to sleep until almost 3 am because my body is getting used to being up in the night! But I'm so tired today that I have no motivation to do anything. Maybe I can convince dh to go for a walk tonight. Hopefully that'll help us sleep tonight.
So I'm starting over with my goals. One little one, but also one slightly larger one to keep me in line each day with my little goals. Today I will exercise, whether it's a walk with dh and ds, or just walking around the store to do some shopping. I will get out of the house! By the end of the week I want to have exercised three times, and two of those times can't be something like walking while shopping.
Stephanie :-)