Yuck!
That's the kind of day I'm off to. Kyler wouldn't eat dinner last night and wouldn't even eat a snack before bed. In an attempt to make him too tired to wake up hungry, I let him stay up till almost 9:30, an hour past his bedtime. Didn't work. Woke up at 4:30am. Thought I'd be nice and let my husband sleep while I tried to get him. He didn't want to have anything to do with me, so Brent had to go get him off the stairs afterall. We never sleep well when Kyler gets brought to our bed. He tosses around all night long. I'm really quite surprised he doesn't fall out of his bed on a regular basis. As it is, he's only fallen out a handful of times in the year that he's been in a regular bed.
This means I was definitely too tired to even get up early enough to shower let alone early enough to workout. I'm still so tired my eyes are burning. This is a constant state for me these days. I'm beginning to suspect that even when I'm sleeping, I'm just not sleeping well. And of course it took forever to fall asleep last night as usual. In the two hours I've been awake today, Kyler has been cranky and clingy. Which means huge fights when I need to nurse his sisters or give them their cereal. Thankfully it's time to nurse them again and put them down for their first nap. I can tell this is going to be a fun day with Kyler though. And I haven't even had the opportunity to have any breakfast yet.
Plus I had a somewhat rude email this morning that I'll be thinking about all day. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. I need to get a grip on things, but I don't have a clue what I can do about any of it. Now I have to go because I have three cranky kids. Hopefully during their nap I can put a video in for Kyler and at least get some resistance training done.
Sounds like we both had rough nights. I even stayed home from work today because I was still awake at 3 AM. I raised the white flag and took something to help me sleep. I know how hard this is to do with just myself and the DH. I can't imagine how hard it is with three kids to boot. Don't get discouraged. We can do this!