Not as Bad as I Thought
Although a few pounds up, it took all I had to weigh this morning. I'd been avoiding it. Mostly because I've had so many other things going on. For one thing working with my budget. It's going well --yes. But why is it when I'm working on one thing I start eating? Lots going on - Dad is in Hospice for lung cancer, I'm trying to cut back work and can't wait until the holiday break, and the budget thing. All of these things are normal phases of life so I do not curse them. The only think I find myself cursing is my inability to continue to lose weight - no matter - in spite of being exhausted, frazzled with my toddler, and sadly in need of down time. Yes, why can't I just do it all?
And so, today I am going to my first all day meditation retreat and I am super excited about it.
Blessings all,
Steph