Deny, Deny, Deny
I wonder how often I deny myself the need to rest and recouperate. It's only when I find myself eating out of control that I realize I've chopped off pieces of myself in the following ways:
*I don't mind doing that extra load of laundry even though I haven't eaten breakfast yet."
"I won't leave Ephram in daycare one second longer than when I'm working. Who cares if I don't get any processing time from my job."
"I'll wash my husband's clothes even though mine are piled up and Ephram has no clothes for the next day."
"I'll go to the store even though it could wait and I'm tired."
And on it goes. Well, I'm trying to empower myself this week and get rid of some of the Mom guilt.
*No washing hubbie's clothes this week
*bring Ephram on my day off so I can rest and get rid of this cold and sore throat!
*finally watch a movie all the way through!
I"m only three pounds away from my original JC goal weight of 220! I can't wait!