Monday: 1.5.09 : Back to WW up 3 lbs (Only went because Monica called!)

Wed. 1.7.09: Tried on black pants size 14. Could barely get on; bought them anyway

Monday 1/12/09: WW down 2.4

Tuesday 1.13.09 Took pictures and all measurements. Joined the biggest loser competition at my gym. First prize is a 32" Flat screen t.v. I really want the t.v. The trainer said the t.v. does not matter goal is to begin a life of fitness so I am not in this place this time next year. I STILL want to win the T.V.!!!

Wednesday 1.14.09 Looked at my pictures. Very scared! I was amazed that the one from behind was the one that freaked me out the most. I thought for sure it would have been the side one.

Can not stop thinking, "how have I let this happen to myself. I have GOT to make a change"

Saturday 1.17.09 My 46th Birthday. Planned in points to have a piece of cake.

Monday 1.19.09: First personal training session. Wow I would never have made myself do half that stuff. I AM getting stronger. I can tell I am more so than in November. The plank hold was soooooooooooooo hard! I felt like the chick on Biggest Loser who kept stopping on that treadmill and Bob freaked out on her...only I said I won't BE that girl and held on till 30 seconds were up.