I think i've forgiven myself.

I think last night i got over the hump - i realised that life does go on (of course it does, i just had to convice my brain it does). Spoke to my landlord who was completely cool about it, and he said just to drop the spare key at his office when we change the locks, got a new drivers licence, work is getting me a new phone (work was also equally as cool, he was just like 'yeah, these things happen, dont stress'.

And last night i had a semi deep and meaningful on the phone with the boy (i'm house sitting again, remember?) and explained why i felt so bad - that he works so hard, and i just throw away $300). He's so good. He's perfect. He's amazing. We're going away for the weekend next weekend (it's my birthday! yay!) so i'm going to cook him the yummiest dinner ever.

I've got a cold at the moment too, which really sucks. I went to bed quite early last night and got about 9 hours sleep, so i feel a bit better today.

We've got tomorrow off work in Australia (ANZAC day! hooray!) so am heading back to spend tonight with the boy, and we'll probably just chill tomorrow.

So, i havent really got much else to say. Onwards and upwards - like a few of your messages said... it cant get any worse! Thanks so much for the support guys, i really, really appreciate it.

SpArKLy_StAr

Food eaten yesterday:

Up & Go smoothie for brekkie
half piece of white bread toasted with butter
Carmens muesli bar
Yoghurt
MSG loaded instant pad thai packet
2 sausages and some vegies
1 litre water (approx)

Thank Goodness...

... things are looking up.  You should be proud of yourself for not letting it all get you down.  You could easily have drowned your sorrows in tons of forbidden food, but you didn't. 

Good for you!

Angel

Thanks!

Thanks for the comment on my blog.  I'm glad that someone else out there agrees with me.  I think that sometimes, I'm the only one that thinks healthy is sexy instead of skinny.

Good to see that you're doing better in your progress!

Keep it up!

I'm glad!

That things are looking better, that is. SO SO thankful for the public holiday tomorrow.. I'm heading over to my boy's place as well for some relaxation. Anything off work is great !!! :)

Have a good one, and keep it up!

a better week!

Well done on getting over your weekend so fast!  and best of luck in acieving your goals

Thanks!

Just stopping by to say 'Thank you' for your comments on my blog and the encouragement! It is really difficult loosing weight but it helps to have a great support system like EP.