I'm not so scary today... i promise!
Okay, so i've gotten over my little hissy fit yesterday. A huge THANKYOU to everyone who left me nice messages. It really, really helps.
I got back home last night with a little peace offering for the boy - a 4X4 magazine. He's lovely. I apologised profusely, and he asked about 3 times if i was okay... and yeah 
He's a sweetie. I guess the big thing for him is that i dont get my period often, like every 4 months or so, so when i do... it's a bit of a freak out for him. Especially considering we live together, and he's never lived with a woman aside from his mum... so he doesnt really know what he has to do!
Yesterday i got my car back which was very nice. My beautiful black car is going again! I cant look at my credit card statement because it scares me too much, but... it had to be done. Can't earn money if i dont have a car!
Have a feeling this will be my last blog until Monday. I'm taking tomorrow off work so i can spend time with the boy on his birthday (he's taking the day off too) and so we can organise a few things for the party on Saturday. He's got something planned as a surprise for me (my birthday's a week away).
SATURDAY. Yep, thats right, two days away! Am very nervous/excited/looking forward to/scared/everything under the sun. It's going to be a great night, i'm sure. Just a few other elements i'm a bit worried about.
His parents divorced when he was about 5 years old, and they HATE each other ie: havent been in the same room as each other for 25 years. And they're both coming Saturday. so hope it is all okay, and there's no dramas.
My parents are coming to visit too - yay! And my sister as well, who has been going through a few issues lately - a story for another time.
So, this will probably be an evil weekend. Tomorrow is the surprise, and i have no idea what we're doing. Saturday i will undoubtedly eat rubbish, and drink lots of alcohol. Sunday i will be hungover, so it'll be KFC or Hungry Jacks. But HOPEFULLY i can stay good-ish. Maybe i'll drink Vodka and orange instead of Vodka and raspberry? hahaha Or maybe i'll use up all the alcohol calories shaking my booty on the dance floor?
Again, thanks everyone for your support. I really like i'm part of a community - so thankyou.
SpArKLy_StAr
Food eaten yesterday:
- 2 weetbix with skinny milk
- small single serve Goulburn Valley peaches
- steamed rice and roasted duck
- 2 mini prawn dumplings
- small piece of hedgehog slice
- 1 piece of salmon steak (about 200g) baked in oven with garlic
- Banana
- 2 litres water (approx)