Does the world INTENTIONALLY screw you over?
Do you think the world intentionally screws you over? Like, as soon as your happy and everything seems to be going well, mother earth says 'Haha! I got you now!'.
Basically, we've got three cars. One is our four wheel drive that we try and keep for just the bush, because its noisy, big and expensive to run (and i cant drive it). We have the trusty old Festie, which the boy drives to work. And my new car, lets call her black beauty.
So my new car is going to cost about $550 to fix. Turns out something wrong with the fuel pump blah blah.
So the boy drove the 4X4 to work yesterday, i drove the festie. Driving home, i hear this clunk clunk clunk and i'm PETRIFIED. It sounds like my wheel was going to fall off. So the boy had a look at it when i got home, and thinks there's soemthing wrong with my steering. God knows whether he can fix it, or if he cant how much it'll cost.
So i snapped at him last night. I was really rude and cracked at him for nothing. Then i brought up the whole marriage business again (even though i dont REALLY know why, i mean, i'm completely content and happy as we are. Just sometimes my brain turns into another person. THEN... i doubted that he loved me, which is ridiculous. I know he does. How stupid of me to even consider that he doesnt.
And then this morning i got my period. YES, my period. When you read the above, you'd probably think 'duh', you're clearly pre menstrual. But i really rarely get my little friend. So it better go away quickly.
So, at hte moment we only have hte 4x4 going. The boy leaves for work 2 hours before me, so i had no choice but to catch a cab to the train station this morning. Goodbye $15, particularly at a time when we have to pay for my cars to get fixed, and his big birthday bash on saturday.
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY.
On a weight note, the car clunking meant i didnt make it to the gym. I went to watch the boy at football training instead.
Not sure if i'll get the chance to do any exercise tonight either, depends on whether i get my black beauty back, and how much cleaning i get done so our house doesnt look like a brothel when visitors come this weekend.
BLAH! I better cheer up before the party on Saturday. Feel like i'm going to cry right now.
Un-SpArKLy_StAr
Food eaten yesterday:
- Bowl fibre plus with skinny milk
- Banana
- about 10 rice crackers
- tuna & tomato paste sandwich on light rye
- 1 oven baked chicken drumstick, just a spray of oil
- handful of smiths potato chips
- Approx 1.5 litres water