02/25/2010 00:34
Binged Today
Have been restricting for the past week, so I binged today. =[ The damage was pretty BAD. Oh well, I'm doing a 2-day water fast starting at 12pm tonight. ...Hopee I will loose at least 2lb.
I've been super depressed lately, the weight is getting harder and harder to keep off. Counting on things to get better, but all I know is that I feel discusting right now. If I want to loose weight why do I keep impulseing to shove food down my throat like a fat pig? God, something HAS to change.
I've been super depressed lately, the weight is getting harder and harder to keep off. Counting on things to get better, but all I know is that I feel discusting right now. If I want to loose weight why do I keep impulseing to shove food down my throat like a fat pig? God, something HAS to change.
I hate myself. Absolutely nothing is going right. Stayed home today, probaly won't be going back to school, might even go to another phyc award. Fun, fun, fun, maybe I can get another medication to help in the assisination of my liver, lol.
You know what? After the water fast i'm going back on supliments, they make me feel like shit but at least they work. ...Please don't let me be force fed God, please.