10/25/2009 02:27
The middle of week 3
Today is Saturday. It is the middle of week 3. So far I have lost 9.2 pounds, but as I was telling Zexxi-- the scale hasn't budged since then. It's been an emotional week. It is now TOM which is sad, because it means that the fertility treatments that Greg and I have been doing, didn't work. On top of that, his car needed expensive repairs.. and since it is 16 years old, we decided to replace it, which depleted our adoption money funds :( I have been weepy all day about it and have been trying really hard to not eat because I am emotional. I went to a birthday party this afternoon. I brought my JC cookie so I could have a treat. it worked out ok. Tonight, I managed to get out and take a walk, and I also went to 4:30 mass to replenish my spiritual self. I just feel sad.
I have some Netflix movies to watch. One of them is the Sex in the City movie which I have been wanting to see, so maybe, once I get dishes done, I will hang out on the couch and watch it.
For as expensive as some of the JC food seems sometimes, I am glad I always have food in the house that is healthy. Otherwise, right now, I would be chowing down on a large pizza :) As of today- I am still POP (perfect on plan)- so hopefully the progress will pick up again.