Fighting the Cravings

So it's Day 9 (10? Who knows) of this way of eating, and I'm badly, badly wanting a cadbury's chocolate rabbit. Why this? Why this odd (and also out-of-season) snack? Well, some STUPID commercial came on this morning while I was watching the news with my coffee that is for 60 calorie hot chocolate. The ad features 3 women each smashing in slow motion various chocolate products. One whips an umbrella though a squishy chocolate cake, the other mashes a box of assorted chocs with a hairbrush, and another, oh another, she hits a chocolate rabbit with a cricket bat.

Hrrrrrng.

Pieces of hollow rabbit come flying towards the screen. I could have LICKED it. Sigh. So now, I sit here nursing a fruit tea and DYING for some rabbit.

Bloody adverts.

Other than that, I'm doing well. Went to the gym this morning, did my weights, was stared at by some long-bearded muslim creepy guy the WHOLE time. Like, if it isn't ok that a WOMAN is here using the gym in this MIXED gym, maybe you should eff off to somewhere else? Or maybe he just really likes seeing chubby girls get sweaty doing the arm curl machine. Creep. Y gave him a dirty look and he seemed to clear off. HA. So that's another addition to the list of Creeps That Stare At Me In The Gym. The lady with her cellphone clipped to her ear with some weird headband thingie is number one, she can't take her eyes off of me. Then this muslim fellow, and finally some old man who needs a walker to get from machine to machine. Awesome.

Anyway, another day, another pound lost (ha I wish), so I'm gonna be tough. I've done too many days now to eff it up with a chocolate rabbit. Not that we have one in the house. We are getting some cream cheese later though, so I will add some splenda, a dash of vanilla, and pretend its a cheese cake. With no crust. Hrrrng.

Oh well! I would rather fit into my jeans than eat cheesecake anyway. Chocolate rabbit though? That's another question...