Out in the dark

Hi friends :

tomorrow is my weight in for the challenge and to tell you the truth am not so confident about it ..

here is why...this weekend we had a fairground in memphis,my daughter's father and I took her saturday night and had a blast,we were even talking about going back together but thats not going to happened because i cant trust him and he knows that so in the process of trying to work things out i always have something smart to say or so he said ,he got mad and said to forget everything we just talked about because am always hurting his feelings.Maybe its true but when he is always lying to me i have no choice but not to.

Girls you know that guys always try to turn things around when the issue is them and am sick and tired of feeling guilty for things that i didnt even do if he dont want to get back together fine i can deal with that am not the one who said anything about it anyways but i will not say am sorry when i havent dont anything wrong.

 Whatever.

Now this whole thing has fuel me even more to do this but i can denied that i did had a turkey leg and a a couple of bit of a fanel cake it was so good ...

sorry girls no good news for now ,we'll se tomorrow .I hope you gaus are doing better than me ,good luck.

Later . Ciao   GO BLUE TEAM!!!!!

You cannot change a leopards spots...

So why try, you know deep down he will not change. Don't be sorry! Hell no! Some guys will NEVER grow up. Just move on, girlfriend! Somewhere out there is your soul mate, just because your X is a failure doesn't mean you failed. I went out with the devil himself, lying, cheating the whole works before I had rebound affair after him and then finally met hubby. Not all guys are dogs, every once in a while along comes the type of  guy that you cannot believe even existed. Get this weight off first and watch them flock, then you have your pick. And forget praying about getting together with Mr X. I was in that fog for a long time and you know what? I ran into my X last year and of course the butterflies and knobby knees when I saw him, but he hasn't changed a bit, a new girl everytime, he is now 48 and still acts like a child! I feel sorry for whomever he marries, she will be a wreck, but like that song from Garth Brooks says "Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers". So, stop and run to the closest mirror and look that girl in the eye and tell her that you will not put her through the emotional rollercoaster!

Forget him!

Look, you probably have plenty of guys who would like to be with you already - you just don't realize it because of him. Don't waste your time on this one just because he's your daughter's father. Find someone who will be respectful enough of you to be honest and not try to turn it around and blame everyting on you. The best revenge on an Ex is to look great and be happy with your life (especially because they aren't in it). Go get your revenge!

If you can trust

him, just DON'T DO IT! You certainly deserve better, and he's out there somewhere.

Don't worry too much about the WI, probably won't be that bad. Good luck!